right. this is the most gruelling week in the whole year. wellll. not exactly the homework. its a lot more other things. and well. its really tiring

lets start from wednesday first.

well. somehing happened during mentoring session; mk really lost her cool and just exploded.
fine i know r went to apologise later. but it was after we all persuaded him like siao. the whole thing was disturbing. and seriously, r really was scared of apologising.. and i seriously cant blame him cos thats what youre supposed to feel. i must say, lime mentos does work. and the whole incident is really. breaking; for a lack of a better word. and in that one day, a talk with some people from my mentor group changed my perceptions of a lot of people.

and i notice how easily swayed i am.
seriously. when i saw r's fright in just going to apologise, i really wanted to just let him go and everything. and we will do the cleaning up and everything else. but what mk wants most is just for r to do something right for once.

and had a little argument and stuff with n about what to do about r. well. i know its hard to change and i know about the talking back and stuff but we seriously have to try. i mean. thats what the experts say. im really sorry about trying to get you to do it. perhaps im mistaken about everything. i really thought he listened to you. well. i guess we'll just have to let him be for the moment.

because theres nothing we can do about it.

and im not even convinced of that reason.
because i know something can be done. but.
what.

next was dance. mira wasnt here so we did some serious stretching. and when i say serious, i mean. serious. the leg kicking part wasnt as bad as the leg splitting part. the splitting part seriously was torturous xD the turns were kindof fun and everything.

anyway. end of dance. and there wasnt jap. had to stay back for i.p.

i seriously didnt mean to do it. but it was instinctive. i cant tell her that i thought it wasnt true. i couldnt say that it was him. and now you want me to lie. seriously. i cant do it. fine. i'll sit on the electric fence and just die. i wont do it. i'll just go "i dont know" and theres no way to justify i do know.

and you never know how bigmouthed some ppl are.
never.

before it was barely over had to run around school searching for cheryl's phone. i seriously didnt know how to comfort her at all. she seemed so lost as to what to do. and i know how that feels.
really horrible.

i take my stand again. there wasnt a point in crying.
sashimi is sashimi. freaking happy with occasional moodswings.

well. then it was time to go home and everything after patrolling the school for a missing phone only to have the librarian calling me to say it was with her. *shrugs*

well. thursday was slightly better. nothing much i suppose. except weird thing happened on the way home and everything. and had to rush out a little of ip only to find out it wasnt due today. and well. i did play a little when i got home x)

friday was kind of. weird.

was thinking about what happened outside the audi. and it was. shocking.
i never knew it was so serious. makes me wonder how my instincts work. they seriously are never correct. i misjudged so many things. it isnt wise to trust my instincts anymore. or maybe im just too daft to look below the exterior. or maybe i dont want to look below the exterior cos im afraid of what i'll find below.

and well. had more of this person telling me they dont like this person and stuff like that.

and seriously. scary movie 2 was really scary. i mean. the un-scariest part was the puking part and it was not even not scary. okay im not making sense. dont dont dont ever watch it. i glanced at it for one minute and immediately felt like puking.
okay. that was an exxageration. but you get the point.

well.
i seriously dont really think theres anything wrong with it. i mean. if she can, she can. you cant judge just by looking like that from the side. besides. you never really noticed.

okay it was playing with the wallet and stuff cos we were too despo for a bball xD anyway. stinky and girly went for french so i wandered aroudn sch looking for something to do before deciding to meddle with the tictactoe. and i was trying to find some bugs out of it xD

joanna said being the mentor rep was tiring. and well. i agree. i mean. even by deciding on the list of ppl was tough. i mean, i have to consider if this guy likes this and if this other guy likes that arrangement besides considering if they can play well. seriously. that sucked. and im sorry. but if you have any objections, they are likely to be ignored. unless you can get a mutual swop that we (i) approve. 06106, check the announcements to find out what youre playing and why youre playing.

anyway the trip to third lang was kind of fun though i got a little. agitated. trying to finish my hw. nobody told me i had to do worksheet six and rq 23 lor! xD anyway didnt finish anywayand i forgot to hand up all my jap hw i did during the holidays. wait. i forgot. kohsensei's going through them in class.

sour warheads rock!

reached home quite late today.
freakk. need to do some last twiddling with the list. oh wait. that word sounded weird.

-i shall not run for psl anymore. i dont want to campaign on stage! x) sorry tricia lynnette jiayi and lots of other people-

and it was fun talking to jiayi and jean today. really fun xD you wont want to know what we were talking about xD