i tried. i really did. and i must say, im not liking any minute of it. fine. i admit i dont really hate it. but the point is, im getting slightly irritated already. it shoots off any minute and i cant stop it. the point is, i have to spend my time explaining and thats more irritating than anything else.

you see, i cant stand people forcing me to do what i dont want to do. and here it is pushingme to do stuff i hate.

i tried. i really did.
and it doesnt work.

i might resign any moment soon.
like. soon.

im really afraid i'll just lose my cool any moment. and i cant afford that. because i dont want to think of the consequences of that. i might just cause the suffering.




oh yay. im stuck with physics and i.s.