no. you can't just pick me up and throw me into another world. no.

just becuase you did that once, and i tried and tried and got used to it doesn't mean you can put me somewhere else again.

i've tried. i really did.
i'm losing it. you asked me if i was happy.
i don't know how to answer.

i really wanted to stuff myself in a corner and hide there today.

pissed, are you un-pissed now? cause i read and reread that post about a thousand times and deleted everything that made sense to me. i'm learning; really. so next time, i won't blog about so much, right?'

i should keep a secret blog.